So All Good Things Must Come to an End
This morning I was called into the HR office and handed my severance package. As of May 31, 2012 I will be unemployed. I have known this was coming since July. I've been prepared. Over the months I've joked about it, saying I have "senioritis" like a high school student. Right now I don't feel like a high school senior, but like a college senior, looking upon imminent graduation and thinking, "What am I supposed to do with my life now?" I remember that end-of-college feeling well. Nothing felt so horrible as the idea that I was separating myself from my carefree life, my friends, my incredible boyfriend, and the 17-year routine of being a student to which I was accustomed. I was going to have to leave everything behind and try to make my way in the world. I had no idea how to do it. Making my way in the world was tough. It was depressing. I never really let on to anyone just how depressed I was or how desperate I somet...